cry baby momma
Today, I left the house a few minutes after 8am when T just woke up and got back home a few minutes before 8pm when T was about to sleep because i had loads of things to do. When i was nursing T to sleep earlier this evening, he kept on sitting up, as if still wanting to play (even when he looked so sleepy)... suddenly, my tears unabashedly streamed down my face. I couldn't help it. I was EXHAUSTED AF, i'm feeling like cough and colds are just around the corner and I just wanted to rest so badly. And then i continued to cry coz i resented the fact that i was not able to spend as much time with him today because i had so many things to do And then i cried coz i felt guilty that i should be glad that he still wants play but then all i badly wanted was to rest. But though i just wanted to snooze i also could not help but want to play a while with him (which i did) Waaa!! So many mixed emotions! But as i lovingly stared at him now, sleeping on my arm and still latching o...