christina angeli 🌺

I am a mommy of 3.... 2 are in heaven. 😭💔 Around the end of February, several pregancy tests showed faint lines telling me that at the age of 38, I was surprisingly pregnant! Truth be told, I was worried at first, as I thought that I was quite old to carry another child. But the fear quickly turned to excitement especially when Trystyn was so thrilled to have a baby "sister". He would kiss my tummy so many times and one time when I got home from work he ran up to meet me and asked me if Baby Sister was out already! He was that excited! 💟 I was so excited I could imagine having a gender reveal during Trystyn's birthday in July and a maternity shoot for our  yearly family picture!  But on February 27, I noticed a tinge of blood in my underwear. I hurriedly messaged my doctor who told me to go on bed rest. But the spotting turned to bleeding.. 😭 I was so scared to lose my baby that I think I cried secretly almost every day. At times I tell the people in the house of my w...

I have been wanting to give Trystyn a sibling ever since he was born in 2017. But as years passed by, and with me getting older, having a new baby no longer became part of the plan... Until last February when my period did not come up. I was so hesitant to take a PT, firm in my belief that at my age, I am no longer fit to be pregnant. But then the period still did not come and I was finally prompted  to buy a test.  Since no line showed up within the 3 minute mark, I placed it inside the pouch and threw it, only to be shocked by my sister barging into my room the next day,telling me her dog got the test and there were 2 lines! I said, no, the 2nd line was just an evaporation line, but the thought bothered me so much that I asked Wati to buy more tests.  The 2nd test I took also did not show a clear line within 3 minutes but when I looked at it again, there was a faint red line. I told myself it was still an evaporation line and I shouldn't be pregnant.  I was out of ...