A Special Holiday Season
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is
Now you're in the world <3
I'm writing this addressed to you, my baby love..
Your Song by Elton John was my song for you when I learned, after so long, that I'm finally pregnant with you. And everytime I hear that song, I choke up, because my eyes would tear up, and my heart would feel like bursting because of the overwhelming happiness of finally having you, my little miracle, inside me...I was already so in love with you even that early, that thinking about it now is making me hold back the tears. :)
So two weeks passed with me just lying down in bed. Babe, I felt like a day lasted for more than 24 hours coz I was literally doing nothing. hehe. I have to be honest, I was bored, being one who had so many things to do before I had you. But I'd rather be bored, than lose you, my love.
12.23.16, we had our 3rd ultrasound to check on the subchorionic hemorrhage but sadly, the hemorrhage was still there :( But there was good news as the hemorrhage decreased from a volume of 12.71 ml to 4.5 ml! I was very hopeful and positive that during the next ultrasound, the hemorrhage would finally be gone. So I was put on another 2 week of bed rest. I got a bit sad as it was Christmas season and there were parties here and there. But of course, I chose you my love over all the happenings that came with the season.
But I went out though for Christmas lunch and mass and New Year lunch and mass as well. The decision came after the news of the decreasing hemorrhage but of course with a whole lot of caution. hehe. I walked at a turtle's pace with your daddy guiding me everytime I walk. I also remember that your Ate Zoe and Ate Nana were so worried about me, that they wanted to get a wheelchair for me. So sweet your ates, my love. <3
And though I was once again stuck in bed, my Christmas and New Year celebration felt so special as I got to spend it knowing you are finally with us.
I love you, my sweet pea!
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is
Now you're in the world <3
I'm writing this addressed to you, my baby love..
Your Song by Elton John was my song for you when I learned, after so long, that I'm finally pregnant with you. And everytime I hear that song, I choke up, because my eyes would tear up, and my heart would feel like bursting because of the overwhelming happiness of finally having you, my little miracle, inside me...I was already so in love with you even that early, that thinking about it now is making me hold back the tears. :)
So two weeks passed with me just lying down in bed. Babe, I felt like a day lasted for more than 24 hours coz I was literally doing nothing. hehe. I have to be honest, I was bored, being one who had so many things to do before I had you. But I'd rather be bored, than lose you, my love.
12.23.16, we had our 3rd ultrasound to check on the subchorionic hemorrhage but sadly, the hemorrhage was still there :( But there was good news as the hemorrhage decreased from a volume of 12.71 ml to 4.5 ml! I was very hopeful and positive that during the next ultrasound, the hemorrhage would finally be gone. So I was put on another 2 week of bed rest. I got a bit sad as it was Christmas season and there were parties here and there. But of course, I chose you my love over all the happenings that came with the season.
But I went out though for Christmas lunch and mass and New Year lunch and mass as well. The decision came after the news of the decreasing hemorrhage but of course with a whole lot of caution. hehe. I walked at a turtle's pace with your daddy guiding me everytime I walk. I also remember that your Ate Zoe and Ate Nana were so worried about me, that they wanted to get a wheelchair for me. So sweet your ates, my love. <3
And though I was once again stuck in bed, my Christmas and New Year celebration felt so special as I got to spend it knowing you are finally with us.
I love you, my sweet pea!
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